Become the things you loved most about the people who are now gone
Northern NB
I once lived in northern NB, this was my paradise. My first house I bought a 2 acre Log cabin on the Miramichi river and this was my part of my backyard then.
Crimson fireball
I will never forget this night, had my son with me too even if he was more into playing a game on his phone while I took pics.
Chasing cars - Snow Patrol
Listening to this in a bath in the dark. I currently now lost in thoughts. I feel emotions coming up my esophagus really and I tingle all over. I feel so alive in the most simple moments in life. This is the metrics for me now; experience. These fleeting moments where we understand the complexity of what actually happens when i lift my foot up to one stair and continue up the a staircase. Such deep and fast/numerous thoughts that then melts my mind with the beauty of all the systems that are all perfectly working in tandem with each together. Just hard to think everything sucks like I did most of my life and that negativity became by base back then.
Growing up I was living life with forced glasses that made me not see where I was going. Made me stumble when I should of stood up taken the glasses off and transformed. I have since but to any that isnt aware their may have been a shadow that was trying to control you, well you may just not need to submit to that if you want to. Just ask yourself simple questions. Follow the breadcrumbs. Life even in solitude is amazing if you want it to be.
Macro shot of wild rose pollen, next year I hope to continue with pollen, a passion of mine is photographing pollen especially on insects or stamen’s.
Theory
I love to ponder thoughts and push boundaries: today I made up a theory, I called it the blackhole connection:
Blackhole connection is when you find the inner child within yourself and keep that bond going through connection. Feeding the pilot light of your soul. Investing back into yourself.
Hot baths are healthy
Having floating boats of hot fried pepperoni isnt. Enjoy your life your way
Charity Auction
The only time i print my work is for a charity auction at work.
This year i wanted to do more than just landscapes. I love bee’s and have ten’s of thousands of pictures. I believe this is the 3 I wanted to frame for this.
These are the 3 pieces I picked (I believe)
When anger turns into empathy
Most things have I have found in life have polar opposites in life. Many things i used to have anger for in my life I now I feel empathy. Anger was easier.
Those nights
To the night or two when one stays up very late with a pad and paper and no phone and just thinks while the rest of the world sleeps
Last night vs this morning
Plan to take my dslr out to capture the moon rise. If not a total jackass i could slow down enough to bring a tripod as well :)
Scavenger hunt
Did a scavenger hunt today and I took the drone up to watch him explore. As much as I hate technology I appreciate aspects of it. This was the goal, lego insects and chocolate! :)
Above here we had a funeral a few years back for our Snigglefritz. I remember mowing a path straight down the middle of the field and then we walked it like a procession. Was a nice goodbye.
I went super high up with the drone and then came down to 20 feet to my son he motioned for me to come out, and like a techie at radio shack i signalled yes in up down motions. I crash the drone on the way home to give myself my own scavenger hunt :) life is good.
