Chasing cars - Snow Patrol

Listening to this in a bath in the dark. I currently now lost in thoughts. I feel emotions coming up my esophagus really and I tingle all over. I feel so alive in the most simple moments in life. This is the metrics for me now; experience. These fleeting moments where we understand the complexity of what actually happens when i lift my foot up to one stair and continue up the a staircase. Such deep and fast/numerous thoughts that then melts my mind with the beauty of all the systems that are all perfectly working in tandem with each together. Just hard to think everything sucks like I did most of my life and that negativity became by base back then.

Growing up I was living life with forced glasses that made me not see where I was going. Made me stumble when I should of stood up taken the glasses off and transformed. I have since but to any that isnt aware their may have been a shadow that was trying to control you, well you may just not need to submit to that if you want to. Just ask yourself simple questions. Follow the breadcrumbs. Life even in solitude is amazing if you want it to be.

Macro shot of wild rose pollen, next year I hope to continue with pollen, a passion of mine is photographing pollen especially on insects or stamen’s.